never had the piece of mind to understand
always wished for someone to come way way
but i know it doesn't work that way
but yet i feel so betrayed
frustrated incoperated
things never go my way

its the first time in months
i've thought of something so peculiar
first time in a long time
i decide to stay awake longer
just to savour an innate moment

all the unimportant in my mind
all that cannot help me unwind
all that leaves me in dis-ease
gave up while trying to find peace