arghhhh damn restless
i dont feel like a drink
i dont feel like going out
i feeling tensed and angst about going away
not that i dont wanna, theres so much desire to
i'm afraid that it might get boring after a while, are 20 days so little time or too much time?maybe a need for alternative family life and join my train-wrecked uncle for a beer session
most of all i can't decide how long i wanna stay... how long i can tahan without my turn tables and CDJs. wait hold on! i'm there to see my friends and have a fucking good time, the kind of fun singapore does not have to offer! i'm not talking about snotting some meth/coke/ice, whatever you call it, or even smoking a J or Bong. i'm there mainly for a big event because the line up is awesome. because this might be the only chance i get to be in a rave with my mates. i am just gonna booze out on cheap beer everyday, and come home an alcoholic. though frankly, right now i really feel like playing a sport & torturing myself with push ups and sit ups.