ive been bumming around lazy as if i will never have obligations to fullfill. nothing's new except that i'm content with my decks and cdjs, and i can't wait to shop for records again. i have decided to try riding the wakes this sat ( wake boarding ),

a friend from frontal has assigned a friend and i to take photos for an event at zouk next week, we get our entries waved and a free media pass, that is just cool. it's like we are part of something that establishes the local dance scene. how cool is it, when ya go up to someone and say 'hey we're from frontal labs, we're here to take photos, can we take a picture of you and your mates?'. like fuck it, i don't get the same kicks anymore then i would, 2 years ago. it just isn't the same, anymore. everything i did seemed to have served a purpose before, now doing the same shit has no meaning.

my friends have dreams about making their first million when they reach 25 ... their dreams seem realistic because they know their shit. i on the other hand, is not proactive towards money making. i desire a real simple and stable life, i don't have material cravings that would drive most mothers up the wall or something. right now, i just want extra money for record shopping. and yeah, i called my friend about the job at the KTV, no respond. what puzzled me the most was that he called the night before and asked me to work. 2 days later i leave him a message and he hasn't got back to me ever since. funny some people are, but he has a son, so i guess when ya have a kid, life is different, there are more LESS important things now other then supporting your family. sigh. i don't wanna get married and have kids man. they are like the ultimate shit - on.