this is the sick feeling of realising what i had missed. Nick Warren's full set at God's Kitchen. man i really wanna re-live the rave but only in the GU arena. i can still remember the euphoria running through my veins when nick warren took over the decks. i found and felt homebase, i felt truely one with the music and the people, i was in touch with my feelings, i never felt such momentary bliss in my life.

maybe some of the older, married folks i just spoke to were right, i need to take a holiday alone & get in touch with my feelings, & that there are alternative herbal solutions to the meds that i've been on for 10 months. for once, some people really understand.

that one mother fucker i know is a ego-centric, control freak, deep inside. worst of all, on the surface you have the intention of being nice, not because you have an ulterior motive, but you are one lonely mother fucker. i realise how sick a person you are inside. i think you need more help then me. never again will i view you in the same light. i figure why most of the fellas say that you've lost your marbles, lets face it, you are off. i could see this before, but i've been accomodating your antics for too long, and perhaps i was an idiot for allowing you to be YOURSELF with me. no more of this. go be yourself with some other mother fucker if they allow you too. hope you get a fist in your face