last night at ben's place was like, mediocre. the absence of a bottle of whisky took its toil on some of us. leaving few of us to get high on tequilla & vodka? just when i thought everything was awrite, i had a bad headache and the woozy feeling butterflied my tummy once i reached home. but i sat through the wooziness online. tequilla dont do shit for you, it just fucks you over with a bad morning after. anyways back to the party, the rest of the world chooses sobriety over intoxication on an occasion like this, i cannot help but have a bit of a problem with that, hahaha. like what the hell man, screw everybody, birthday boy wanted a party and all he got was a true BBQ, probably as bad as the ones organised by church groups(i bet their nights even end in prayers after a few pints) think it was because it was a joint bbq. oh there was a bithday girl too, and both groups of friends didn't seem to mix with very well. i bet a bit of drink for everyone would have liven up the mood, 2 of my friends who came with me tried to conjure up a drinking game that would work. but pity they couldn't escape the monotony of their existing sober minds. who the fuck can actually sit down and talk for 4 hours without alcohol at a bbq? if its your birthday, you don't want people to go down with you meh?