my RCA cable that converts left and right stereo into the audio in jack for the PC is screwed. i spent about 10 mins recording a mix, then realised the meter for one of the channels not responding. i adjusted the cables a bit, and it look liked it worked, but after hearing the entire recording there was a constant buzzing sound. anyways need to hunt for new cables then. a good pair of balance cables would cost about a 100 dollars, considering it is supposed to be free from any electro-magnetic interferences.
these few nights i've been waking up countless ocassions in the middle of my sleeo, i wake up to find myself remembering each particular dream, and wishin i had not woken up at all. think its the medication. but on the whole i feel as if i'm getting a sufficent amount of rest, because in the day i don't feel drained out at all. recieved a call from a friend this afternoon, i wonder about her eagerness to wanna meet up with me. its not like we spent so many exciting times together, nor were we fucking good friends in the first place. i'm getting negative vibes. perhaps blogging makes me more vulnerable to the people who read my entries, i certainly do not feel any of these blogs unify a person in whole, after all this is public, though not many people know of the existence of this blog, i never chose to keep it small either, i just went with the flow, since everybody started to blog. i keep imagining the ah lian who speaks badly but has great literary skills when she blogs. i met a certain celebrity that day, whom on has so much contrast with the way she speaks to you in person, then hosting an english talk show or something. It was almost ahlian-ish. sometimes anger also drives you to make better music. you have to be conflicted with your world to be artistic man